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In the Now {updated on 8/02}
wearing: jeans and white tanktop.
feeling: bored.
hearing: "No More Mr. Nice Guy" - Alice Cooper.
wishing: summer would last forever.

robin. 15 years. H-town bound. five foot somethin. part time girlygirl. full time partier. outspoken. lovable. slacker. odd thinker. loves. music. poptarts. icecream. my girls. rain. thunderstorms. laughing. guys. eyeliner. summer. msn. blue eyes. photography. concerts. bunnies. blue. koolaid. stars. hot topic. pink&black. hanging out with the girls. and the guys. hates. feet. liars. fakes. copiers. conceited people. mascots. mosquito bites. trailor parks. sun burn. feeling fat. family time. pms. sandwhiches. stereotypes. clowns. crying. status. single. <3.

this might just be a waste of time
but there's noone i'd rather waste my time with than all of my best friends.
so start the car up, we're all "hasbeens" and "never-weres",
and we're all in the back singing "Roxanne" just watching life pass us by:
as if we cared enough to try and catch up, enough to make up for lost time.
we've been down. we've been out. we've been hanging around. tip our glasses to having no direction.
so start the van, get me out of this one horse town, lets waste this night.

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

What else should I be?

what else should i be?
~~all apologies~~.
what else should i say?
e v e r y o n e i s g a y .
what else should i write?
i dont have the right.
what else should i be?
~~ALL APOLOGIES.~~

omg ppl its already august ... AUGUST 2^nd!! the summers going by too fast :( well nothing new's happened around here. i wanted to go to warped tour on the 14^th with kim but... i have to go camping with my mom. which will still be fun but not AS fun. ooh ya i made the new web design a while ago. I LOVE it. its so purtyful! oh ya i had to watch the neighbours two cats for a week. :S my dad said i had to do it. :( but the cats were really cute so it wasnt that bad which is totally against the point that i HAD to. oh well anyways i got 30 bucks for doing it...

So i found out that this guy (and i dont fucking care if you ARE reading this cuz im not saying real names but im still gonna say it) likes one of my other best friends. BUT hes liked a whole bunch of ppl before that and apparently hes liked her the whole time and "whenever he liked anyone else he was always thinking of her" Corny but meh thats what i heard from a semi-reliable source. anyways im sorry dude but u cant get all pathetic when a girl doesnt like you. ok a lot of guys i kno have done this but whenever a girl didnt like them they would find another person to like almost immediatly. like PPL what is wrong with you. OBVIOUSLY you didnt like them that much if your just gonna give up like that! maybe not in this case, but maybe not all ppl are into that love at first site or blind date kinda thing.. maybe they actually wanna get to kno you first. who knos maybe after you get to kno them better they will start liking you too. highly unlikely but still a chance. and if you do give up ur gonna beat ur self up wondering wut could have happened had you waited before giving up.

Also i would like to say that i think (my opinion) you should only really like one person at a time or else it isnt <3 "love" should be your whole heart.. if they dont have your whole heart then it isnt meant to be or at least not at the time. you can try but it wont work. so "dude" if u didnt fucking like the other ppl that you said u liked. why did u fucking say it! i dont mean to sound rude and i kno im probably gonna hear about this when "someone" reads this but the point is maybe she did like you and she was just saying it at the time cuz she didnt realize it but then you didnt really like her :S like wtf. she probably didnt but thats against the point if you dont really like the person then dont say it because they might just believe you. and dont think im taking this out on u its just thats one of my little ticks with guys. k i kno i shouldnt be complaining about this cuz its not of my business (hint hint i dont really care that you liked her all that time cuz hint hint i didnt really like you anyways!!!!) ok that was mean but meh everyone knos it anyways.

*Note to Self - Complaining DOES NOT make things better

anyways i dont like nickleback or w.e his name is but my dad downloaded the song someday .. i think its called that but anyways so he told me to watch the video and see if i could find the meaning in the pointless video... it wasnt very pointless! the guy in it (not the singer the actor) was fucking hott!! lol well i think he was his names like Clint Carleton or something like that.. dont do a google on him cuz i already checked for pics lol there were none :(

So uhm kim is gone till friday i think :( she went up to her cottage. I LOVE YOU KIM! I MISS YOU ALREADY! lol shes been gone one day :P btw we always say we love each other its our thing :P kim is awesome! she likes wrestling which i dont like but she makes me watch it with her. the whole "sexy very muscular guys in nut huggers" thing is very...uhm nice lol but not natural! ..its funny and very nice to look at lol but very wrong. anyways back to kim ..she has awesome taste in music! and she is oneday gonna be a wrestler or :o kim u should be a guitarist!! lol uhm or no but it would be fun. kim is very good at the geetar and shes teaching me! anyways ya ive known her since like grade 2 i think ..when i moved to hamilton. and shes awesome! lol im sayin it again

oh well i dont have anything else to say so im gonna stop blogging. i love this blogging thing its so addicting!

robin

Posted at 12:38 pm by xfromxinsidex

rebecca hixson
May 21, 2005 01:29 PM PDT

hi c;intthis is your way 1# fan you are totally hott and daniella isbeautiful i listento somedayand iwatch it on mtv music video please send me a great picture of you my address is 7711 harper rd hixson ,TN and please call me my area code is 423 but my house phone number is 842-2989 please go out with me your a hott guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me
August 30, 2004 03:46 PM PDT

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